Full tummy.... Grabbed lunch at a lil Japanese To-Go joint around the corner from the office. I had udon with seaweed. and some veggie sushi. Yeah..it's coming back. *big happy grin* i will go to the gym tonite, unless i go to kidnap my friend DT to go watch Lilo and Stitch.

Summer Vacation? Not. Things I did this weekend to try to zap myself out of my misery - some worked, some didn't:

1) Went out with the girls to Ana Mandara on Friday. Ran into an old friend who's leaving for Africa in a week and a half. Ain't that about a bitch.

2) Saturday, tried to go to work. Started crying. Went home. Did laundry. Cried. Watched Ocean's Eleven. Backed out of a trip next weekend that would've put he and I in close proximity for 48 hours. There's no where to run when you go river rafting. Except the woods. Helloooo bears. Went to my first Japanese Festival for the season at the Alameda Buddist Temple. Ate udon. Watched Waiting to Exhale. Took a deep breath. Fell asleep (on the clean laundry that covered my bed).

3) Sunday, best day of the weekend. Got a voicemail from him, asking if I was ok. Didn't return it. Had brunch with Kool Chick on 4th Street. Actually ate part of my latke. Drove to the City to meet up with Kool Chick 2. Had a facial and a massage. Felt much better. Watched Minority Report. Dropped off Kool Chick 2. Went home. Day 1 without actual contact with him. Whew.